2005-01-28
the worm fung
i was sitting there drained with this headache that has been creeping on my spine since early early early this morning. i don't fit in here like i used to. and as much as i want that to change at this very moment, i know nothing will make that happen and i should find a way to be happy. happy happy happy... ew. happy. the hum of the school at lunch time reminds me of the casino without the harmony. and i wonder what everyone else is talking about. hair styles and fast food? yogurt and waking up that morning? unfair casts and spirit boxes? i dont know... maybe some people were concerned about the grinding heard from somewhere that reminded me of some kind of war coming on to east lyme high. it just annoyed me today - everything. and the classes i have to sit through and stare at the teacher (most of which i think are dumbwits) and pretend i actually care about the number of calories in yogurt or the amount of snow that fell in 1962?
and as much as i think certain people aren't ready for life after high school, they'll all make it. i'm not even sure i'm ready for it.
oilandwater at 1:08 p.m.