2005-06-26
lay the mother
i read some of this place again and my life was congested. i took myself no where - no forward space bars. i cringe. i do.
it is better this way with no seeing or speaking. it makes it easier. but i'm afraid of throwing punches and kicking rubber. i'm afraid of the enraged part of me. springer madness is in fact contageous.
but blump blump blump. seeing spirals and there is my brother a few feet away. the man who is a man and will respect me as a woman. there he is all covered in buddha - crawling to the night.
oilandwater at 3:12 a.m.