2004-10-05
watch today's match faith
I just realized that I think I would be good with people on the phone. Or maybe not.
But telemarketers are so affected by their jobs in the real world.
This tuna seems dry but maybe it's MY mouth.
With silver water
whatever business we have
we take with us so far.
Platinum mountains of
telepath dreams.
Psychotic and chaotic
bring us to
here.
I wonder now if I lost touch with the real world. It would make sense - I don't put myself out there like I used to. I am liberal with my days and rambling with my ways - and still a conservative history has fallen on my shoulders.
This is driving me crazy. Must do laundry. Must clean house. Must wash dog. Must catch up with car. Phone rings.
Oh what a distraction. Infamous music playing through ears and tones of muscles.
Things have changed. Is anyone seeing the change? Is anyone noticing how things are so different in such a small amount of time? How it's always going to feel this good. You're always waiting for that moment to finally relax and suck it all in - but you've forgotten that through everything you do, you suck it in sometimes.
This is pure exhaustion though. Sometimes I cry. When I've never cried before.
oilandwater at 12:35 p.m.