2004-10-26
speaking of living - i heard that you... are together
I need the headphones on to calm my mind. With difranco on the other side - the only voice that soothes my senses and captures my breath.
The truth erupts, suddenly... as though never construed before. Methodically, my spine creeps up with every beat that suddenly sounds so clear.
Every day... this is why I am keeping my journal now. Every day... this is why I am the way I am. Every day... your mind concerns only present, current tense. Every day... my mouth dries up to root beer and milk like water and chocolate. Every day I forget.
I can switch like this - off and on? You catch all the signs so fast and the words come out so easily.
Today I thought about dreams. Well, it wasn't until about 11:15 pm or so. Thought about the dream I had about the cousin who killed himself and communicated with me? I thought about it and then I dreamt about how I want him to really communicate with me through my dreams. How I am the type of person that would go after unfinished business like no man's business
........r e v e n g e........
Here is to living and knowing what you're living for.
For not the
bone, not the
body.
For the
breath, the
breathing.
For the
strength, the
ability.
For not the
spirit, not the
soul.
For the
love, the
passion.
For the
way, the
doing.
For the
life, the
living.
oilandwater at 2:05 p.m.