2004-11-15
cross eyed
As a woman I am so thankful today. I woke up with the pepsi thirst and infected myself with half a can.
I must be dying soon. I have to progressively be - by any means... we all are. But perhaps that is all I am preparing for. That is my future. As it is everyone else's.
It is all quite a gamble these days.. with going to live to it's fullest or not. Having almost missed the first meeting with the shadow of my death... I see this as a relief that perhaps this is the worst. The biggest slump.
I don't have the heart like I used to.
Damn heart-transporter-aliens must have stolen it on the way back from St Louis. It must have been when I felt my stomach drop in my near death experience number 1.
I hate the education.
oilandwater at 1:59 p.m.